Eating Disorders

bulemia

Posted By: naomi
Date: Monday, 7 November 2005, at 5:15 p.m.

Hi, I am suffering from an uncontrollable bout of bulemia. I am to the piont to which I am throwing up almost everything I eat, at least once a day. I am not overweight , but when I do eat, I feel miseable . I have chronic constipatiion and I cannot stand to feel full. I am dying inside and I feel feel very embarrased that I cannot control my actions. I am so frightened to become oease because I see so many overweight people in our society and they scare me. I am in need of prayers. I feel terribly disconnected from my own wellbeing. I am concious of the hazards of non-organic food and chemicals such as pesticides and preservatives. They scare me out of my witts. The world just seems so scary and I feel very vulnerable to being contaminated by it. I feel like that is part of why I purge after eating. I just don't want to hurt myself in the process. If anyone has any suggestions, I am open to your input and grateful for your care. Best wishes to all, Naomi
naomi
Saturday, March 13, 2004 at 18:05:51

Messages In This Thread

bulemia
naomi -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 5:15 p.m.

Re: bulemia
Nina -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 5:31 p.m.