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Posted By: brooke
Date: Monday, 7 November 2005, at 3:37 p.m.

Since the age of twelve i have had a problem with belimia. I was always made fun of and i, being young, thought it was the easiest way out. I never knew what to really do to make my self stop. Now i look back and see that actually i wasn't that big at all, but the problem is, that it is all mental and you yourself believe that you are just huge. When i would look in the mirror, it would be out of total disgust. My family would say i was pretty or something of that sort, but then they would always tell me to watch what i ate. I understand, they didn't want me to hate my self, and they didn't know what i was doing in the first place. I have tried to stop, but it is hard. Harder than anyone thinks. No one understands. They think it is stupid until they are living it their self and see the struggle, the torment the self hate.
brooke, cape girardeau, mo
Monday, August 23, 2004 at 10:37:14

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belimia
brooke -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 3:37 p.m.

Re: belimia
lauren -- Monday, 19 June 2006, at 5:18 a.m.