Eating Disorders

Bingeing sucks!

Posted By: Pro_Ana
Date: Monday, 18 September 2006, at 1:59 a.m.

In Response To: Re: binging (Dawn)

I'm soo glad I found this #####! I'm only 15. I tried to lose weight for years (but I didn't try very hard) and then found what I was looking for in anorexia. It made me so happy! Then I started to put on weight; and when I finally noticed that I'd let myelf go I spiralled out of control! For a while I went back to my ana tendencies, but then I started bingeing all the time! The less I try to eat, the more I eat! I just don't understand! I used to have such great discipline, I never binged once when I was anorexic, not once! But now I can't stop! It's sooo scary!
I miss ana!!! Its so great to know I'm not alone. But I just wanna defeat this horrible disorder so I can go back to being anorexic. Its funny though, I feel like I had my chance to be anorexic but I blew it by recovering, and this is my punishment. =(
I NEED HELP!!! I NEED TO BE THIN!

Messages In This Thread

binging
Christine -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 4:30 p.m.

binge
TRICIA -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 5:05 p.m.

Re: binging
Dawn -- Monday, 7 November 2005, at 5:09 p.m.

Bingeing sucks!
Pro_Ana -- Monday, 18 September 2006, at 1:59 a.m.