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Eating Disorders
Re: I feel so ugly
Posted By: Dar In Response To: I feel so ugly (Jessica)
Date: Monday, 7 November 2005, at 2:16 p.m.
Hey. I am 22 and recently was put on prozac for an eating disorder. i started out being pretty much anorexic, I lost 30 lbs in 5 months. Recently ( for the past 2 months) i have been binging and throwing up. Now I am addicted to laxatives and I am sooo scared. I almost passed out today, my blood sugar is all messed up! I can't get up in the mornings because I spend all night running to the bathroom. I am afrauid that I am doing permenant damage and that it has already begun. I need help and I don't know hwre to turn. I can't afford counseling, just the doc that prescribes meds. I want to stop. I want to control my eating like I used to but I'm so out of control. I tell myself everyday I will try to manage myself , but I get these insaitable urges and eat everything in sight. Then I throw up or down a ton of laxatives. i am still gaining weight. I need help. I feel so ugly and ashamed.
Dar ( ljl15@AOL.COM), BUFFALO, NY
Thursday, March 03, 2005 at 16:32:28
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